Your cocktail sir,





2002-06-24 - 11:28 p.m.

I havenít slept well for over a week now. All I do is avoid people and things by watching TV or playing the Xbox. GD Xbox. Iím like an addict. There are several recovering addicts in my office. Itís supposed to be a secret, which is why the organizations that the people belong to are called Anonymous. But, in true human fashion, people know about it. Except my behavior isnít really self destructive in the traditional sense. Itís kind of an inward collapse of the values that let me rise, like cream, to the top. Is this the world trying to tell me something, or is merely my own self-destructive kryptonite of an attitude rearing its ugly head.

I really should see a shrink.

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