2004-09-01 - 11:16 p.m.
I�ve spent the last half hour tossing and turning in the heat. I miss the cool nights of the past week. I miss the chill in the night air as I bundle beneath my covers and welcome fall. Summer, it seems, is making a comeback.
Tonight I went and saw Hero. I was missing something, wanting something, and I had no idea what it was. But, after seeing Hero, I realized that it was color. And honor. That�s what my life is missing at the moment. Color and Honor. Capitalized and lacking.
Which are not good thoughts for 11 pm on a Wednesday night where the heat is making things shimmer elusively out of grasp and the sleep aids I took cloud my thoughts and whisk them away from my fingers, elusive wisps of thoughts that giggle and shriek like giddy children just out of reach.
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